♥ 13 July 2011 ♥

I wondering..

Why I need to treat all of you so good?

Why can't I be the selfish Yvonne like last time..

I no need suffer cause of look on all of your stupid black face

I no need get many excuse to you guys to cover you wrong..

I may be the person who protect myself from everything..

I may no need to care how you guys treat me..

But now..

I did a stupid fucking shame action is..

I be the most small gas person who care you guys..

Cause I treat you guys as my friends..

But now only I found out..

My best friend actually just them..

The person who always keep their ear to me..

Listen to my sadness,moody story..

They are the person who make me cheer and make me laugh against..

I really appreciate them from last time till now..

They help me alot..=)

Thank Ee Wen, Mike,Sean,Vicky Ho..(the person who give most advice and laugh)

Sze Shuen,Pui San,Macc,May Xing,Vicky,Sin cher

 ( Even less contact coz of busy but I know we care each other)

Cheer for our Best Friend care..♥

♥ 4 June 2011 ♥

I just only find out..

My baby hamster boy..

T__T

he going to die..

His penis bleeding..

He don't wanna to eat,drink

and he just stay at side of corner at cage..

I worry him..

I scare he die..

I don't hope he leave me alone..

He is the pets I most love and care..

='(

Please God don't take him away from me..

Let him recover..

and get back a healthy body as a healthy hamster..

Please..

♥ 17 May 2011 ♥

I gonna crazy..

Avtime is the same things..

What word I can say?

I gonna mad!!!!!

♥ The day bring me crazy ♥

♥ 15 May 2011 ♥

Can you guys plan it nicely?

From the side you arrange already confirm..

But why the other side haven?

I already hard to do this arrangement..

This confirmation you give me already deal to what I suppose to do and plan out..

At the end..

You tell me call your sister talk to me..

But don't even tell me what problem..

Please don't make all the things so messy..

If know the problem just tell out..

Don't waste anyone time to call this and that..

It hard to me arrange again..

I mad on nothing..

Can't even change my word to you all..

1st you tell me book the ticket..

2nd you tell me can't book the ticket depart to KL..

3rd I tell I don't wanna join..

You tell me can't cancel again..

What can I do again..

Cry and mad for nothings..

I can't say a single word..

I gonna CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ 7 April 2011 ♥

I had a terrible cry..

>_<

I never cry for everyone,everything

Except to my parent or study..

This time I cry cause my brother word..

=(

I really is a 哭包..

I don't know why I awake whole day..

suddenly feel to message him..

So far..

He din give me a call already..

I feel surprise my brother give me a call..

T_T

Once see the message..

My tear dropping non stop..

hyper shame..

Lucky all ppl sleepy..>_<

♥ 6 April 2011 ♥ 2nd

I gonna change to last time yvonne who lot of problem..
Lot of thing to suffer and worry..
But after all the anger n worry..
It come out lot of solution to solve all..
I not angry to anyone..
But I angry to myself..
Not to choose a good friends to be..
I miss my parent and my beloved sister *Yuki*
My Beloved noti brother *Gordon*
My beloved cousin who care me alot when I need them anytime..
*Crystal* & * Vivien*


Thank alot..
I ♥ All OF YOU DAD & MOM ♥

♥ The Mind bring me clear ♥

♥ 6 April 2011 ♥

A person have their limit to control their attitude!

My temper have their limit on all of u all..

Please mind your attitude,language and ur brain 

when every time talk and do any action..

You all are making me dropping face and suffering..

Why i need to be a person who suffer here?

I had a parent love and care too..

I no need to bother anyone of you too..

Why I need to control my anger to smile with you all?

Because I treat all of you good..

Treat you all as my fren!

What you all treat me as?

Stupid ass?

A foolish?

Need to so bother other?

think of it!!!

Did It worth?

Not at all..!!!

Please CONTROL YOURSELF!!!

  ♥ the day are bring me to a hole  ♥

♥ 26 March 2011 ♥

Say so good>_<

Say bring me go since last month..

But now one day delay 1 day..

I don't know should I angry you anot..

I really hope to eat it..

Since I say i wan that time>_<

Next Monday?

my dear already come back..

I think no need kor bring me go already lo..

T_T

I really feel wanna cry That you don't reply bring me go anot..

I know kor busy and bothering by many problem..

I sorry too cant help just disturb u..

but...

haizz..

♥ 23 March 2011 ♥

Today 

my stupid noob brother tell me she not in good mood..

It just because he still miss his ex gf..

I understand his feeling..

cause i had it before..

I really give too much of time to forget a person

Just like what my kor face it..

Miss a person who cant get back their heart is hard..

Our memory just can leave it as past happiness..

Cant make it as LOVE & MISS on a break up relation

Even get back also hard to maintain your relation till forever..

At least both of you still love each other..

I really sad see my korkor get in this kind of trouble but i cant help on it..

It just need to depend on himself wan to put it away anot!!!

I just can give comment..

But every step how to go is depend which you choose!!!

All the best Chai Chuan Lik

=)

We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. 

Some take us forward, they're called dreams.”

“Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.”

Once is pass, you need to forget it.

♥ 17 March 2011 ♥

Who do u think all of u?

I enough give my face to all of you..

Because him i choose to don't argue with u all..

Because I love him..

Yesterday I get back all the feel from him..

Today all of you break my heart..

What did you say?

Don't let me hurt..

U are hurting me badly!!!!

♥ 16 March 2011 ♥

Day of the day..

I feel myself change alot..

I change not to overhang to other..

I not to depend on other as a child already..

Is this right what I feel?

My brother tell me I have change alot..

Compare to last time that Yvonne..

Am I?

I know many friend, kor kor, jie jie and my parent are very sayang and care of me..

I feel myself full of happiness..

But why I continue think nonsense things make myself sad?

=)

I need to be happy always..^_^

Because I love them very much..♥

Now I know I have 2kind of brother and korkor..

Which is black and white side..

Black = dark job

White = business job

Dark = Nick Chai Chuan Lik

White = Kumar

Nick= my kor kor

which are very "ugly" 

full of bees around him..

but all the bees not accepted by him lo..=p

cause he have a MISS RIGHT alr..

I really hope my kor kor with that pretty miss right too..>_<

Cause kor sad avday..

haizz..

Those bees around him just wanna take benefit from him..

chiew..

hate them alot..♥

Kor kor is my real kor kor o^_^"

haha..

Kumar =  my brother la..^_^

he my supporter which help me this sister alot..

he very care and sayang me too^_^

but he dun have time arrangement>_<

avtime late to de date..

haizz..

He know how to did everythings..

no nid me this sister worry..

not same as the stupid benben korkor..

=p

I happy to have both of them to care and sayang..

cause I been pamper by them lo..

Love to be pamper..hehe..

Thank all..♥

♥ The day bring me Happiness ♥

♥ 13 March 2011 ♥

Don't easily believe on people..

Their are a good Pretender as much..

Don't everytime think other is a good people..

Their betray u that time..

They still can smile to u and ask.."how are u?v arr worry to u"

That people need to beware..

Their may the person of backstabber..

 ♥

God bless Japan people..

♥ 7 March 2011 ♥

My heart deeply pain after listen to those stupid song..

I hate emo song..

=(

They make me cry only..

I miss daddy and mummy..

Miss their hug..

Miss my sister funny face..

Miss my brother silly look..

I miss my home..

I having home sick now..

I hate those suffer feeling at here..

I prefer back to secondary school..

I have lot of fren..

Their avtime around me accompany me more better den here..

I lost all my beloved d..

I hate kor kor..

I hate here de people..

I started hate here more n more..

What happen to me again..?

Every semester sure have this kind of feeling..

I miss Him..

But I also hate Him..

I Love him??

I more Love myself and my parent..

Stupid ass stop judge me every time when don't even know what happen between me and all my problem..

Who are u guys?

Not even your time to judge me..

o0o

My heart almost break all..

Die soon..

</3

♥ 7 March 2011 ♥

A person like me is hyper emotion girl..

Can without any problem make me sad and happy suddenly..

Once think about family problem..

I directly cry out..

Once think about my friend not around me..

I can miss them till I cry out..

Because both of u guys is de person who most understand me once I reach Kampar study..

Without both of u..

I really duno find who share my proble..

Both of u understand most of my things..

Don't even feel I cheating around with u guys..

But other is different from their eyes..

A person who love money..

Izit false?

Because my family lack of it..

I need try harder to get it let them live happily..

I don't even take all of ur money..

Even I take already..

At de end I also give u guys back de actually money..

Dont even blame me take most of u guys things..

I hate been blaming..

Cause I Don't even do those such things..

Stupid ass..

I may tell tat I really a hyper sense of somethings easily..

Last time brother treat me so good..

But don't know why..

I feel not on it anymore..

why every things suddenly without any sense?

Hate those feeling..

Hate no people love that feel..

Hate no people care de feeling..

Once cry out my feeling is much more better..

Thank alot Vicky Ho

♥ The World Change Easily ♥

♥ 6 March2011 ♥

我看到了我老妹的博客。。

她让我掉眼泪了。。

我觉得我很无用帮不到妈妈爸爸和弟妹。。

帮不到家里。。

对不起。。

我会努力拿到我希望拿到的所有东西！！

♥ 5 March 2011 ♥

I miss you all badly!

Feel wanna cry..

I now very emo..

Hope to back home now!!

I feel I in other planet..

Just alone their..

Lack of many things!!!!!

=(

❤ 4 March 2011 ❤

Today went to Jaya Jusco( Cheras Selatan)

With my dearest sister..

I spend off my RM110

woo...

And today I get to know..

You are crying..~

sorry to hurt you again~

But This is de best way I can do..

A Short Hurt is BETTER than A Long Hurt~

I too useless to hurt u tis way and don't wanna contact with you..

Shit=_=

Please stay me away la wei!!!!

I really forget Kenshiin Lau..

I don't Love him anymore..

If other ask me..

Did I miss him..

I can tell u guys~

I not 100% 4get him..

But I already try my best 60% 4get of tis person..

Is hard to do this..

Stop Blaming me..

I also A person with a normal hard normal feeling~

♥ The Passing Time Make Us Suffer In Our Life ♥

♥ 3 March 2011 ♥

Yovori Shiin ♥ 

Can Live without boyfriend on some day..

But Hope hard she live..

She also cant live without her friend and family..

Because Family and Fiend are everything to her...

Which can have a shoulder to lent~

♥ The Moment bring Love to me ♥

♥ 12 February 2011 ♥

I hope I can move back to KL

at least i have a 100% confirm I own a car..

No need ask for fetch..

Fucking ass!!

I hate BLANK CHEQUE PERSON!!!

♥ 27 February 2011 ♥

Damn freaking no mood..~

I feel wanna cry~

Without you guys I feel I alone~

Without you guys I feel I am nothings..

My mind is full of problem..

Anyone can read my mind and tell me what I should do?

U make me cant breath smoothly..

I feel very very suffer..

This semester too difficult too me..

I don't wanna to resit any subject..

I freaking tired..

Every semester I have some problem disturbing my mind..

Can't I be a normal people?

Can't i stay happy everytime?

Once listen u guys voice..

I feel very miss very miss u guys~

I still cant grow up without u guys~

^_^ cause I also a little kid around u..

I ♥ and Miss you guys very very much~

 ♥ The Passing Day Alone Is very suffer ♥

♥ 11 February 2011 ♥

Sorry to do this decision~

I not the girl you want~

I want freedom~

Want crazy~

I not the person hope my dear tell me..

I very miss you,Very love you~

This show me I more silly~

I feel suffer with many things

I hope someone understand me~

But actually nobody understand my situation~

Actually is my false~

You are a good guy~

But U cant do something I want~

I want those things is too expensive and hard to get it~

Be back yourself~

Don't change yourself because of me~

NOT WORTH

❤ 20 February 2011 ❤

I wondering..

Why every wife and husband need to argue cause of tiny things..

Why can't they tolerate to each other..

They don't even care their children feeling..

Every children will have a "Fear" to their wedding time..

Really feel unhappy when dad and mom argue..

Feel that very bothering..

Don't feel wanna bother anythings..

but I can't do it..

Cause their are my parent..

='(

Sorry~

Is time to me back to Kampar~

I will miss my sweet home~

Later 6pm train accompany by my bi^_^

Ng Hau Yong ♥ Tham Yee Wen =^_^=

♥ The Time Passing Just  A Minute  ♥

❤ 17 February 2011 ❤

Today is 年肖节。。

Just back from temple..

May god bless all of us stay healthy,wealthy and smart^_^

Hope all the afford I pay is worst for everything..

When I resting while waiting other finish..

I look on to the moon..

It was the most beautiful moon I ever seen..=)

I wondering..

The promise that u make..

Will be forever?

Or it will be a temporary promise..

=)

I feel every promise U make are same as the promise u did to your ex before..

*this just my Principe ^_^ *

Don't judge on my Principe..

I ❤ the way u treated me..

❤ The Moon Show Our Future ❤

♥ 15 February 2011 ♥

Today 

I had make my dad Disappointed..

Sorry Daddy~

I really Don't know you take off day today bring us go shopping..

But we go out with mummy to aunty house "bai nian"

Really feel sorry..

hope dad don't angry us..T_T

I really cry cause making daddy sad~

*shame*

But today my sister,brother and my little cousin Wei Li and also me..

play crazily at popo house^_^"

After back home..

me and my sister play again..

Until disturb daddy nap^_^"

hehe..~

Today really happy to fun with them..

That why I don't feel unhappy at all^_^

but sorry bi cant accompany you and meet up with u..

but I know you wont mind..

cause u will support and follow the way I choose to accompany my parent..

Cause U LOVE ME

^___^

muakzzzz ♥

♥ The Moment of Day Bring Us Happiness & Love♥

♥ 14 February 2011 ♥Valentine Day

Early In de morning we go Sunway with Jenity and Joseph

Reach there already almost 11.45am^_^

cause Traffic late to there..hehe..

I just wondering what tme my dear will reach=_=

cause i really boring walk around at de highest floor with tis couple..

>_<

my bad bi reach sunway almost 12.30pm leh>_<

really hate u la..

wait u so long....

=_= wondering..

why I wait for u..

Not u wait for me=_="

Never Mind..

At last U come and sayang me back^_^

hehe..

bi bad o..

Sing K time just hold de mic dun allow ppl sing>_<

please change it k?

and dirty cat>_< after eat popcorn jst lap it at sumwhr..

OMG~~

CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE!!!!!!

Thank for the valentine day you accompany me whole day let me feel de warm^_^

I think I can feel ur love..

Even u haven give me valentine present..

but it also happy to me..

hehe..

that you promise..

u buy back something to represent my valentine present ya..^_^

*Whenever u at my side..It will be valentine day everyday*

♥ The Valentine Day Make Me Get My Love ♥

♥ 14 February 2011 ♥

It is Valentine day^_^

Also is the day of me and him meet up and shopping together with J & J at Sunway..

Excited for the time coming..^_^

I keep on thinking for de accident happen on his sis house..

=)

I can't delete the problem in my mind..

I still pretend nothings to you on message and phone..

When I can stop pretend nothings?

It may be hard to me acting..>_<

Hope can faster forget it..

Please..

Make your promise true..

Show me!!!

I hate all those things..

I really small gas girlfriend..

I apologize at here..

♥ The Day Make Us Perfect ♥